Phase 2 started !

Phase 1 is operation, and phase 2 is treatment.

Thanks God, phase 1 was a very successful one !
Not much pain and have a speedy recovery.
In the past month, I didn't cry much for myself, really ... it's less than 15 min.
I can't imagine I could be so strong (though all my friends think that I'm tough).
I can't describe, but just that I'm so peaceful and have no worry - I know HE is with me.
But in fact, I cried quite a lot ...
it's all because of thanksgiving, being touched, love from the family, brothers & sisters and friends !

Phase 2 was started last Thur.
Nothing special on that day except the hand for injection was suffering from numb.
(And it takes a week to feel normal, today ...)
From Fri night to Sat were the worst - no appetize, vomit (even after drinking water), extremely tired (could not sit properly by myself, can't speak at normal voice and not even want to open the eyes), feel cold and weak, uncomfort ....
I know all are expected (no surprise), it's only a matter of how long it will take.
But, I know it'll be over !

Thanks God, I was getting better since Sun (the day for HIM !).
Though appetize was still poor, I could gradually eat some food and drink a bit more water without vomiting.
Since then, there was improvement day by day !
I have more energy - can talk, sit down properly and walk around at home.
I don't feel so tired - no need to take afternoon nap, and can write articles in the blog :P
And today, I could finish my lunch !! (though it's only half of my 'normal' portion)

I know there's still a long battle ahead, but I'm not afraid.
I would like to share the following with you all.
Sincerely hope that you could meet HIM one day !

詩 篇
121:1 我 要 向 山 舉 目 。 我 的 幫 助 從 何 而 來 。
121:2 我 的 幫 助 從 造 天 地 的 耶 和 華 而 來 。
121:3 他 必 不 叫 你 的 腳 搖 動 ． 保 護 你 的 必 不 打 盹 。
121:4 保 護 以 色 列 的 、 也 不 打 盹 、 也 不 睡 覺 。
121:5 保 護 你 的 是 耶 和 華 ． 耶 和 華 在 你 右 邊 蔭 庇 你 。
121:6 白 日 太 陽 必 不 傷 你 ． 夜 間 月 亮 必 不 害 你 。
121:7 耶 和 華 要 保 護 你 、 免 受 一 切 的 災 害 ． 他 要 保 護 你 的 性 命 。
121:8 你 出 你 入 、 耶 和 華 要 保 護 你 、 從 今 時 直 到 永 遠 。

【若你能看見】詩集：團契遊樂園 5 - 應許

如若你能看見藍天，能望到千朵白雲隨風轉，
願你不忘記感謝神，能看見絕未必然。

如若你能聽到潮聲，能聽見千萬狂濤飛濺，
願你不忘記感謝神，能聽見乃主恩典。

環顧世上不知幾多眼睛，連自己雙手亦無從一見，
若你抬頭仍舊見藍天，請緊記凝望多遍。

環顧世上數不清的耳朵，連父親聲音亦從未聽見，
若你偶然緩步至岸邊，請多聽潮浪一遍。