After 17 days

Finally… after 17 days, Ruby jeje is back !
It’s strange that MudMa didn’t feel very excited as everyone expected.
Strange, right ?

At the first few days, I really want her to come back asap.
So busy, tiring and exhausted with the two energetic boys.
I counted the days with MudBa everyday .. so poor …
At that time, I started to query myself.
“What’s up ? You don’t want to be a full-time mom ? You’d better go back to the office then … ”

I was a bit scared, too - all the while I want to be a full-time mom, but it seems that I just found that I’m not that kind. I enjoyed taking care of sai sai two years ago, does it mean that I couldn’t handle two ? I didn’t enjoy the time with my sons for 24*7 ??

Dream comes truth but lack of joy, what happened ? what should I do ??

Thanks God ! Everything seems to be on track after the Easter Holidays.
MudBa and me worked together perfectly, and things were under control.
Though I was still busy, tired and exhausted, I enjoyed every moment with my family.
I found it’s worth and happy to do anything for them.
Ruby jeje ? I’ve almost forgotten .. ha..ha.. and I didn’t count the days anymore :P

On the day before Ruby jeje came back, MudBa asked if I felt very happy.
Hm… not really … I’ve already get used to my full-time life. Ha….ha….
But of course, after she came back, I don’t need to do any housework and can enjoy at least a short while of free time.

Below are my ‘gifts’ after 17 days :
- Enjoy a long private time with my family.
- JosB always call Mama, and loves to stay with me.
- Sai sai said he wants Mama to stay at home everyday.
- MudBa can do a lot of housework, too !

Two years later, I guess we could enjoy a long overseas vacation lar. Yeah !!